Just left seven days , and I'm going back to jungle .
Although had a pretty long holiday, but still not feeling to go back there yet, may be still got something on my hand now. Suddenly feeling so emo and no mood to carry on my stuff.

Nobody to talk to , nobody to lend me shoulder .
Nobody understand, nobody to believe .

There's always have "lie" in believe .

Whenever thinking of going back there, i scared. Why so ?
May be i've been hurt enough by people. But guess what ? They don't even know their mistake.
Needless to say, they don't know how to apologize . That's what i call it shameful !

But one thing i feel lucky is i'll not be same course with them. That means won't be having any severe problem in future. Hopefully .....

After gone through so much of these freaking disasters, i swear i'll keep my real heart away from those people. Never ever throw your heart out, and there is no real friend in this world.
You'll know that when you came across this kinda thingy.
But, there is still a few true friends exist , and always by your side when you were in problem.

I don't need any friend that not trusting me. Fakers just stay away from me , now !
I felt frustrated and complicated with those kind of friendship, they not trust you, yet still blaming you that telling them truth of their own behavior. They had twisted mind .
Well, this makes me feel they are really "awesome".

For example : "When I tell her that you shouldn't be like this, don't do this bla bla bla..."
which means that their action were wrong. And as a friend, i should tell them stop doing wrong things right ..? But they thought that you are looking down at them. What on earth got this kinda theory in this world .. and guess what ..they start to hate you, start to talking about your bad thing whichever they twist and turn your story into their own version, and seriously make your "story" worse. These end our friendship instead .

No point to stop them, no point to explain to them because they won't listen to you anymore.
I just can claim that this world exist lots of kind of people, they do really exist to harm you. Better be careful when you making friends. Don't wait until the moment you get hurt. Aware of your friends around you. And never share secrets , any single kind of secrets to your friends. They will make story themselves just like a manufacture factory . They processed their own thing then "sell" it to other people !

Ahh, one more thing. Another type of friend is like pretending to tell you their life story, gossips and so on. They even make it more interesting so that you wanted to know more. People like gossips. Whenever have any gossip, they will turn their head to you without hesitation. They told you their stories, and also their own friend's story..it's just like chain reaction.
Then, your own instinct told you that :" People tells you story, so you too have to return something equal to them ."
So, end up, you yourself gossiping too. You told your friend about your own discovered gossip, for exchanging . Means that stories will never end unless one of them changed !!!!!

U's life going to start, so beware of your new friends. Remember , don't GOSSIP !!

I felt really exhausted in foundation year. I swear i won't have it one more time !

Yummy !!!

So happy hehe... i made wan tan with my sis... use meat, carrot, sweet corn, onion, garlic then blended them ...haha...then use thick wan tan skin to wrap them....
initially i wanted to cook them in soup..as not so oily...but then i ate it after cook in soup..it is so fraking hard to swollen it...cuz the skin too thick...hahaha...then i fried it alll.....

Sedapkan???

I've been long time nvr blog .. Now once again, I come blogging. May be the cause of boredom, tats why i started to blog , again. Instead, I'm crapping ..hehe ..

In my life, I always get myself blurred , ended up screwing up myself .

From now on, I think this is a better place to keep all my secret .

A place that no one knows .